how far we can keep it??

In your life, there's a thing that you still doesnt know how to make it clear. sometimes when people ask you about what is actually you want or what you want me to do, it's difficult to say if it's involved with things that you really want to let them know, but hard to throw it out. and it's ending up with the shit circumstances. on other situations, when someone told you things that they dont want to do, but actually they still. and it's finally become a trash ..without we even realize.. so are we really perfect??

And sometimes, things will went well if everything is get clear from where it's started..because people might lose their faith on us if we keep repeating the same thing. they'll wondering how far we'll be on that, and as it goes, it'll shows our careless and of course how ashamed it is. if we talk about promise, actually they dont care about what our promises at all, but they care how far we can keep word on that. that is why, it's better for us to think wisely before make any decisions. because people will judge by that. if we cant make it, just be honest by saying the truth. they'll respect you more. dont be hypocrite..just be ourselves and show to them this is the best that we can be. whatever they hate, we'll just put some efforts to fix it. as a cliche, nobody's perfect. but trying to become perfect is part of honorable value..as the matter of fact, it's deadly horrible if we doesnt know how to encounter this matter.

So, what im trying to explain is dont let others affected by what we are doing@saying.. the truth is still hurts. i mean in terms of worst case, not by the good side. just follow the rules even sometimes it was not executed as planned. if we cant catch it up, so let's make it slowly..honestly, i know it's a lil bit mess here, i just jump up from there n here, well i'm not a good writer at all either in a formal way. just like a bad music where's rhythm and melody not arrange in synchronize way, but, as long as i can push myself to write what is on my mind, it's such a great pleasure to me...i hope readers dont mind...peace!! (@.@)

Tertib

Salam alaik..dalam hidup ni, kita sering saja berfikir tentang orang lain dalam stp tindakan yg kita lakukan. bila kita da buat sesuatu tu, kita risau apa yg orang lain akan kate/ ckp. terutamanya orang2 kita ni. padahal, sbnrnya orang lain xpenah pn nak amik kisah pasal hal kita.. tp disebabkan keraguan yg tinggi sangat, smpai apa yg dihajatkan tu xmenjadi, risau nati orang kata ape/ nati orang cakap buruk2 plak. memang btl, dari satu segi ada baiknya, iaitu berwspada. tp terlampau berwaspada dan perasaaan was2 yg tinggi ni la yg selalunya xda hasil. sebab tu la, kita hidup ni perlu amik risiko jgk. pedulikan apa yg orang nak kata. selagi kita tau yg kita buat tu btl dan xggangu orang lain.

mcm hari ni pagi2 lagi ambe da bangun, basuh bju2 kotor yg da bpe hari selebek kat lam bakul tu. nak tak nak arini mmg kena basuh jgk. siap smua sidai bju2, ada satu je mslh yg ambe slalu aje pening kepala tiap kali time nk jemur baju. kat mana ambe nak sidai bju2 kecik, sluar2 kecik ambe smua ni!! slalu jgk ambe curi2 sidai dekat tmpat jemur bju anak2 sdara ambe pakai penyidai yg bulat cm payung tu. lehla kaver2 ngn baju dorang. selit2 kt tgh2 ke, ape ke.. tp skrg ni, ambe nk selit kt mana??kang jemur cmtu nati ade yg berpinar mata plak. maklumla, pelangi sgt smua2 tu!. nak tak nak, ambe jemur jgk pakai penyidai bulat cam payung tu. jemur rapat2 je smua. nak kasi kaver ngn jiran sblh. pastu kasi rendah2 skit payung tu sangkut kt penyidai. ttp2 skit ngn hanger baju, ok setel. try jalan kri kanan depan belakang, sah, komfem xda orang akn nmpk punya ank2 ambe tergantung kt situ..jiran2 pn sure jgk xnmpk!! yes! (^.^)

** time makan nasik, sambil2 jenguk kt luar, ambe tgk satu pemandangn yg sgt lucah dan myakitkan! jiran sebelah rumah ambe selamba je jemur bju/ sluar kecik2 bini dia kt tgh2 panas tu! seb baik bini die baru balik kg, berpantag! xda kaver ape2 cm ambe buat pn. nmpk sibijk2..argh! satu penghinaan dan permainan emosi disini! dang!!

moral: nx time ambe nk jemur byak2 cam jemur sotong kt tgh2 tu. xkshla jiran tu nk kate ape, x takt dikata apa nanti..dikata apa nanti.....