~ malam ini kta menangis....

i got goosebump when i first heard this...
and yes, i was crying, but i'm fully covered with my lappy screen...so that they cant see me with that looking...but still i cant hide the sounds..sounds that i was rarely speak out...
but, i'm lucky enough because there's no other colleagues inside the room..
ouh ya, yet there's still sumone beside me, but she's tightly put on earphone, so i guess she can just ignore me...
so back to the vid, at first..it was just a trial...since we need to move into the other place *and i called it as quarantine, for a week, maybe 2*...seems like we'r just isolated from the outside!!...yeah! we cant even access to the wireless *i dunno what kind of insusceptible it is; we cant reach the internet*
but thanks to maxis, i think u've upgrade ur service very well...
so, to test how far i can reach the internet in that room, i was just loafing around *even lots of work to do*, n finally....yes! dis is what i've found.....

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i'm not the one that people can pampered me...but there's a reason why i just let my tears flushing out freely...
there's a story inside the poem...and that's suited me...and i was crying not only because it suit me, but what the most important things to consider is that....
that reason is no longer suited me.....
and how much it release??? only God knows...only He knows, what is the best that i can have, even i'm not hoping for it....but now, i shud say Allhamdulillah for everythings...my love for them shud never be ended...ameen...

even now, still have potential tk nanges while watching dis vid...dunno why...as i'm getting older, sy da jdi sensitif...such a huge and drastic changes...
i'm glad to have my family..even it's not perfect, but there's always for me whenever i need them...ikatan keluarga tak akan pernah putus, hanya Allah yg mampu kerna kita terbentuk dari sebuah rantaian yg sama....=.=