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yer, pada usia 23 thn, ambe baru kena chicken pox!! wat derr??!
just like one of my fren said which sounds annoying yaw.."org masa kecik2 da kena cken pox, tp kau??" and i replied " sb ak kecik la so ak bru kena!" danggg!!
sbenarnya, ambe infected by niece ambe. sgtla konfiden sanggup jaga mereka dengan hati berbunga2 yg ambe tak akn infected by this virus. tapi, harapan la smua tu. hampir sebulan jgk ambe stayed kt rumah sista sb nak jaga niece2 ini. dan lepas je selesai smua2, ambe rush to penang for some test, which is for a job. and it was held for about two days. at the day that i'll be sitting for the test, i was surprised! yes, there's some red spot over my tummy. actually, ambe sedar masa nak mandi. biasala pagi2, nak mandi kena amik mood dlu. sebelum subuh da nak kena mandi, mmg mencabar la kan. tengah mengelamun dalam toilet, sambil belek apa2 yg patut, masa tu la ambe rasa ada biji2 aneh kt blakang. xsakit, tp ambe dapat rasa yg biji tu bila pecah ianya akan mengeleuarkan air yo!!. so, it's not pimples! sure. okai, tape. just ignored it for a second until i saw there's two red spot on my tummy. and masa tu jgkla ambe confident dat i was being infected by dat dangg virusiii!
hohoii..camne2??! terus rasa macam gelap gulita dunia skejap. and terus recall " pattula, ak rasa mcm nk demam, berair2 idung, tekak pun pedih...orang ckp kalau kena cken pox, akan demam"..."demam?? haa! demamm!!"

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"maa, kin kena cken pox!...huhu"
masa tu, ambe trus call Ma, lepas mandi. dengan harapan yg sngat besar, bahawasanya, die akan simpati kt ambe and cakap " ha?? yeke!! kalau macam tu, xpayah pegi la test tu. nk bt mcm mana, xde rezki"..... tapi angan2 jela...sebaliknya...." ha?? yeke!! kalau macam tu, nati ptg pegi klinik trus...xyah cakap la kt orang masa nk test nati yg kin kena cken pox, nati org xbagi amek test plak.." (T.T)
and i was like, hoho kuciwa!! ingatkan ley bt excuse xyah pegi test bila da kena cken pox. bukannya xnak pegi, tapi dis is my first time attend this kind of test and i expect some of them are already sniors with lots of gaya yg penuh konfiden bahawasanya, ak da byk pengalaman n kelebihan. selain, ak da kerja sebelum ni, so xdala masalah la nk jwb ape2 kan. aiyoh...and me?? fresh graduate wif lack of skills!! skill nk jalan pkai heels pn honcor. lagi siap ada oral speaking etc. dengan berbekalkan sikit keyakinan sebab dapat pkai bju kurung moden, plus kasut bertutp yg kunun nmpk cam sgt formal tp xberapa nk excutive plus handbag yg ambe xmampu nk beli yg sista kasi. dat's all je strategi ambe..tapi tapela, lastly, everythings perfectly settled! even not too perfect! it's okai, dapat xdapat lain cerita. ambe pn xda menaruh harapan tinggi. candidates pn ramai. more than hundreds. so, the rest, lets tawakal and doa. what's important is, i've just experinced having a time with people whose already settled down their life better with jobs and life..and also i've got the chance to put myselves among the crowd instead of learning some new things. there's must be some sweet instead of bitter aite. so, i've gotta knw someone which is very nice..she's the one that ride me sepanjang test tu berjlan selama dua ari n she's so nice by taking me to her home and treat me a lunch eventhou i'd just meeting her! dahla comell orangnya..kalau dia dapat post ni pn, ambe sikit pn xkisah, apatah lagi rasa frust. orang yg baik spatutnya dapat balasan yg baik jga kan. may Allah bless her..=)

ouh yer, so talking about cken pox ni, rm80 ringgit tunai jugak melayang nak beli ubat. da lari bajet nak belanja 2 orang driver sy makan besar...ngeee...tapela, next time, ambe blanja best2 k..